Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/13 under Uncategorized People know my mom is messed up in the head. It’s obvious when you talk to her, or when she yells. I have no idea what to do anymore. She tells me myo s*** the f*** up in front of my friends, in public places. It’s embarrassing. She is always telling me she hopes I have a child like me so I can see what a pain I am. I admit I haven’t been perfect, but calling me names like a flat chested slut, coming from my mother is crossing the line. I get yelled and screamed at every day. I want to run away. There is no escape. I can leave all I want. But she tracks where I go, what I do, by my phone. She can se what I type unless I eras the CPU database from my phone every night. I’m not allowed o do anything but sit home and get yelled at. I don’t want sympathy. Nothing will make me remotely like her. It’s mutual. I have 2 years before I can legally move out. My sister did it at 16. I want to leave here for good. Tonight I’m punished for embarrassing her in public. For slouching in my seat. I was eating. I’m cleaning her clothes and room. I wan to leave and scream. I want to tear everything apart and cry. But that’s not who I am. I take it and I don’t tell anyone about it. That’s why this is anonymous.